Gone again

So this is the real reason I have been absent for a few days. The days building up to Chris leaving are always busy. We are trying to prepare everything for him to be gone. He was working horrible, awful, terrible, very bad hours for a long time before the boat left so that really just added to the pain of him leaving. Then the leave date kept getting changed so we really weren't sure when it was going to happen. Well he is gone for a little while now, again. I already miss him and want him home.